I am not an emotionally stable individual, as you witnessed in early September while the channel died with everyone attending QuakeCon. You witnessed me break down and explain without ‘distractions’ it all falls apart. I generally do all I can to hide my own issues so I understand that people hold little empathy for when something actually ‘breaks’ and are instead confused by the rapid change.
You were wrong on one major count however, I am not a spoiled child, I am an abandoned child though the reactions of such are similar. I could go into further depth on that but it would make this absurdly long, and you heard some of it in September anyway.
I’m sorry, in states like these my emotions go all over the place and in general lead to self-destructive acts. As it is allowed to continue the self-destructiveness grows with it.
I felt a dramatic sense of urgency in a return to what I considered ‘normal’ so as to prevent this progression. I was literally desperate and that is undeniable. This clashed with your preference to deal with these issues in turn left me be
My apologies for everything and hope things can change and improve.
You were wrong on one major count however, I am not a spoiled child, I am an abandoned child though the reactions of such are similar. I could go into further depth on that but it would make this absurdly long, and you heard some of it in September anyway.
I’m sorry, in states like these my emotions go all over the place and in general lead to self-destructive acts. As it is allowed to continue the self-destructiveness grows with it.
I felt a dramatic sense of urgency in a return to what I considered ‘normal’ so as to prevent this progression. I was literally desperate and that is undeniable. This clashed with your preference to deal with these issues in turn left me be
My apologies for everything and hope things can change and improve.